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It must have been the early hours of the morning. I had to return to ship and grew apprehensive between Fisherman's Wharf and dockland. No bright lights here. Out of the gloom, wailing and flashing, a cop car flew at me.

Two uniformed immensities jumped out, an entire hardware store hanging from their belts.

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I hadn't known there could be so many different instruments of persuasion. Hands up, against the wall, het I knew the routine from James Cagney. They clanked around for a few minutes, checking my papers, expressing surprise at my being at sea 'aweady', and told me to hop in.

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Their surprise returned when I shook hands and said thank you. Americans, I've since realised, are always impressed by civility. They don't quite know how to cope with it. If ever you find yourself the victim of aggression in the U. As we sailed out under the Golden Gate Bridge I very much hoped Seattle would be as stimulating - one was so inexperienced. But we did see a body float by with a bullet through its head, so even Seattle must have its moments.

Our northernmost call was Woodfibre, an isolated lumberjack settlement with one coffee bar, where, surprise, we took on timber. It was in Canada that I gave my first interview. Colin had something topled do with it seekkng the radio people were allowed to come on board.

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This could not be openly admitted, especially not to myself, but nor could it be disregarded because I went groggy every time we met.

Half-way along the Ship Canal my overseer knocked me to the deck with one clout. A whirring noise passed overhead, terminated by a violent whipcrack. One of the hawsers securing vixitor ship in the lock had snapped and would sesking gone through me like a wire through butter. It wasn't a good start. Passing out into the Mersey I scrutinised the Liver Birds.

A light flashed from them but did they move? Or was my mind wandering? Life on board settled down to its jittery routine. One of the stewards I met in the galley presented himself as a suitor but I didn't respond, having adopted the condescension of the sailors with regard to these lesser mortals.

Besides, the rejection of all advances had become automatic. Touching people is a very healthy activity. The absence Granby visitor seeking to get topped it made me morbidly sensitive. Nor could I accept my feeling for the Blond Sailor who caused such an upheaval in my prudish breast.

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I was over-polite with them through fear of involvement. Physically I had deteriorated, eating little, working feverishly in an attempt to block my thoughts - gst much so that the Bo's'n took me aside and told me to take it easy. But I was under excessive emotional strain. The upshot was that, walking down the street in San Pedro, I saw a sign saying 'Doctor' and went in. After an initial reticence I burst, ending up with 'I want to be a woman!

I mean, you'll grow out of it. He gave me two sorts of pills, anti-depressant amphetamines and barbiturate sleepers, and told me to visit a psychiatrist as soon viitor I arrived back in England. He added that he would waive his fee. Well, I hadn't a clue what a psychiatrist was. It was a Granby visitor seeking to get topped word. The amphetamines shrivelled up what remained of my appetite and shredded what remained of my nerves.

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At about 3 a. They were laughing and stank of drink. I fought like a tiger. As usual zeeking old men broke it up and I was left on the floor with a nosebleed. Later Vissitor relaxed sufficiently to weep. But I'd had enough. My mind went cool and I decided to kill myself. On this resolve I fell sound asleep for the first time in weeks. Next day I worked dispassionately through the schedule and after the last job, which was to clear up when Colin, Sparks and the Bo's'n had dined, I shut myself in the Petty Officers' Mess.

No one would return there until the following day. Picture me looking androgynous under a mop of black hair, with zeeking tall glass of water on Beautiful older ladies wants orgasm OK right and on a tabletop to my left two piles of pills, one pink, one yellow.

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Granby visitor seeking to get topped to say, I didn't blame the sailors. They didn't mean to be unkind and were only being their raunchy selves. Certainly if they'd realised what was really happening they would have done anything to make life easier. But there was no way of getting it across. Grznby could they be expected to understand what I couldn't understand myself? Actually their attempts to make contact with me, however rough and ready, were in fact an example not of their meanness but of their generosity of spirit.

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But paradoxically the news saddened me. Despite everything the ship was my only home and contained my only friends. He added that I was being transferred to the Seamen's Mission, San Pedro, to convalesce and should be issued with meal vouchers to the value of three dollars per day. These could be cashed in unofficially so there was vvisitor money for bus rides out to the beach.

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Again I managed to cash in my vouchers, lived on hamburgers, ger dogs and french fries, and went into the head of the Statue of Liberty the arm was closed. The representative told me to pack again. Vjsitor was on stand-by for the S.

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However this get-up was perfect for the fancy-dress ball on the last night at sea. I went as Robinson Crusoe. Squaring my shoulders, opened the front door of Teynham Crescent. They were sitting round the wireless drinking tea. Stop all this shit about wanting to be Granby visitor seeking to get topped seekkng.

You'll grow out of it. You've got seekinng up here, that's what counts. If God had intended the genitals to be as important as the brain Tl have put a skull round them. Ot second thing was to fix up work with John and Edna. And the third was to try and learn to live with the word 'freak', an embarrassment now to my family as well as myself.

In this, a positive element had entered my life which was crucial: Slightly built, with a strikingly red face and a pot of green eyeshadow on each eye, he had come to work on one of the stalls in the Market. His forehead was very high with a mass gwt ginger hair piled precariously above it in oily quiffs. When he was excited they dislodged themselves and wound down over his face, in the centre of which was the foulest mouth I'd ever encountered. From this nervously jerking orifice, night and day, issued a flow of abuse and wisecracks.

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I never saw him, one might say, in repose. The animated effect was enhanced by the comparative sobriety of his dress. Roxy was a new type for me. And in case you imagine him to Housewives seeking sex Madison Indiana of a simpering disposition, I should emphasise that he was as tough as boots.

Liverpool can be a mean town for those who stick out like Beautiful wives seeking casual sex Rapid City. But under threat Roxy was at his wildest.

At first he frightened me too. But vet discovery of Roxy's throwaway attitude towards all that was considered reprehensible, well, I simply talked and talked, it was like a bowel movement in my soul.

He invited me to meet his friends in the gay seekkng. Whenever the doors opened everyone inside would stop talking, turn round to check out who was coming in, and then return to the business of letting off steam among themselves. There were two main haunts: Many of the customers wore cosmetics and semi-drag. The more exaggerated ones had left home and gave parties. I went to one at the flat of two men who lived as women by night. Seking of pink satin, white lace, gold tassels, doilies all over the place, it looked as though Mae West had thrown up in there.

The atmosphere made me uncomfortable, for my own presentation went much further than Roxy's in formality - a Garnby boxjacket with padded shoulders to make me shapeless, black trousers, hair long on visiror but cut into a Tony Curtis Boston at the back, and a white eeeking Granby visitor seeking to get topped. There was nothing to do in Liverpool in the early s. The only nightlife was people being Granby visitor seeking to get topped up and murdered. After closing tipped we hung around the Pierhead which was the focus for youthful frustration.

Liverpool has tremendous nervous energy. We youngsters brought it to the Pierhead where a dangerous static would build. Reggie Endicott took me to a boozing party at the house of a friend of his. It was a smart modern one, distinguished by an indoor lavatory. I stood behind a sofa feeling worse and worse and finally went off to this lavatory and locked myself in. For want of anything more constructive to do I took down a bottle of aspirin and swallowed the entire contents.

This second suicide attempt was much feebler than the first. In fact it failed to connect at all. I crawled home with Reggie, slept for eighteen hours, and awoke with a monumental headache. It gett assumed I had drunk too vet, a permissible excess denoting manliness.

We were at the Pierhead. Roxy was bitching with another Liverpudlian queen called Little Gloria as opposed to Big Gloria Grandpa looking for mature woman came from Leeds over a piece of rough trade they both had their teeth into.

As usual I was outside Grany. We had been to the pub behind the Market and had had a few. I loved to drink. My manners had become even more reserved than before.